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Understanding Bipolar Disorder
Do you have anything on why people abuse people verbally or physically even when they don't know them??? Why do people become obsessive with one person and want to put them under a microscope and want to see what they do, eat and etc plus harass them none stop???? I would really like to know why and what causes these behaviours in fully grown adults.
yes it is my fault i am depressed…i not working hard enough…lol
This is not helping me. There will always forever will be very very stupidest people in my life that will make me so freaking angry at them for blaming pathetic things on me, shaking their heads stupidly, etc, etc, whatever …smh…
Along with the showering thing, brush your teeth, it always feels good to have minty fresh breath when it feels like nothing else is good, feeling warm and clean is so amazing 🙂
I have suffered P.T.S.D. and depression since I was 3 years old due to 13 years of mentally and physically abusive parents of the worst kind. I have panic attacks so bad I sometimes go blind and deaf for extended periods. I have agoraphobia so bad I sometimes can not go outside for weeks. As you can imagine a job where I come into contact with others is not an option. I have attempted to receive disability or some kind of help but I have been turned down flat each time I tried. People that have not lived P.T.S.D. and depression do not seem to believe in it and you are automatically put into the lazy, unmotivated, worthless category and forgotten.I just turned 65. Guess what I got. I received a letter stating that I am unfit for work due to extreme depression and P.T.S.D. By refusing me assistance all this time I ended up with two hundred and twenty dollars a month from Social Security to exist/retire on. But! Now that I turned 65 they are taking eighty dollars of that for Medicare. I have as a result a total income of 140 dollars a month to live on. Who can live on $1680 a year? ILLEGAL aliens are getting what? It just isn't right. I guess that is what I deserve for being a "PRIVILEGED" white male.
i think i should get angry more often instead of turn Into a moron once in 5 years. depression? broke a rib on one of my best friends 5 yers ago. dont even december it. only december feeling er had a neverending job. like hopeless. am i mässing something in my brain? i cant get angry in a normal way. i only black out when its gone way to far.
I'm really having problems with my persistent depression coming out as anger. Maybe I'm irritable, and things that anyone would find annoying really set me off.
I usually turn my anger onwards and it turns into a type of OCD anxiety…searching for “what’s wrong” with me. And that makes me feel worse. Sometimes getting angry and writing down what I’m angry about actually helps because then I can usually see that it’s all BS! And I don’t really need to replace the thoughts it just comes naturally once I realise what’s going on
Love your videos! You are awesome
My anger in depression is born out of complete hopelessness. I can think of a million goals I have but also a million reasons why those goals won't be achievable. Doesn't help that I live in a situation where the only person on my side is my mom — sometimes, when she feels like it. My father is emotionally closed off and too judgemental (always has been, especially since he's a Baby boomer who thinks millennials are wasting their potential and buys into a million stereotypes that he didn't honestly care for when he was younger) and my brother has his own mental health and also a tendency to criticise. I feel so alone most of the time and the only thing my psychiatrist suggested was a small dose of thyroid medication and more vitamin D.
I don’t know if you’ll ever see this because this video is old, but what if I want to be angry sometimes? Like I don’t actually want to, but it’s kind of like me trying to show people that I’m not okay?
i cant even remember who i was before depression. i dont even know who i am before it. i always felt like this since teenage years just recently i have a name for it.. depression
life is nothing but a dark pointless endless hole of despair no matter what people say to change this view is wrong everything is just hopeless
When I'm angry I think I'm a narcissist. I've been thinking about this for a year. I have medication for depression and psychosis but nothing works. I'm still dealing with a lot of stress. I feel like a monster. I feel like I'm just using my boyfriend and EVERYBODY that loves me… What if I am a narcissist??? It is shit to live in my brain who questions this 24/7. Meh.
Im depressed right now because i didnt get promoted and dont know why
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sometimes i feel depressed and dont want to do anything but then if a friend invites me out im totally up for it and get decently excited? am i just lazy or am i actually sad?
I struggle daily with morning anger…. I wake up and rage at everything and everyone… Then I sit in my guilt and shame I ruminate on it all day just to repeat the process again. I am disabled at 35 severely depressed and really severe anxiety and CPTSD. Uggg… Therapy 4 years in… Not sure its helping…😢
Today I made my sisters lip bleed I feel like crap 😓 I hate myself so much sorry Kati 😓
and what if you really do NOT have anyone who can come over and visit when down??
Thing is that even when you do fight back it creates something that Numbs all emotions. Happiness, anger, sadness is all trapped around a box trying to get in and you can feel it but you feel empty. It’s weird even when you have people around you. You can be “happy and social” but inside you feel hollow. Sometimes it’s so numbing you feel if someone died in front of you you wouldn’t feel anything. It’s weird it’s like when I feel the most pain it just all vanishes you feel cold and hollow and people are annoying, with friends who you used to be cool with being seen as “useless”
This might explain why I hate being asked how I'm doing…
How do I help a friend who struggles with this? I am afraid to ask them too often if they are ok, I don't want them to get angry or annoyed with me. And when they are angry I really don't know what to do, should I leave them alone? Should I talk with them?
I think externalization of a problem can be life changing. It separates us from the problem. Love love love this and you ❤️
Call me or whatsapp my number +918958574309. I am in tension.plzz help me katie
Watching from the uk, great advice
In canada, the crisis text line is 686868, you have to text HOME and a professional will help you with your suicidal episode
I've tried to text the depression test line 741-741 but it tells me that it may charge the account. My phone plan is on my dad's plan and I know he would NOT ve happy about that. Do you (or anyone else) know if it does actually charge you or where I can find a differeny crisis text line
I feel as though I’m trying to convince myself I have depression just to have something to blame for my issues, is that something that’s normal or am I just messed up in an entirely different way
Thank you so much for this video. I've recently started seeing a therapist for major depressive disorder after battling with it for about 15 years. Specifically talking about anger in depression helped a few things click for me.
Shut up, You made no sense to me. I am still angry. This is useless.
Can you please do a vid on anger in anxiety?
I wish you were my therapist.
Hey Kati! My name is Sarah, I’m 19 and I was in a very bad car accident in December of 2018. I haven’t been able to walk for 2.5 months so far and I’ve gotten quite depressed especially with all of the pain medications’ side effects. This video is very helpful and many others are too. I’ve never sent anyone from YouTube anything but I am thinking of writing you a hand written letter to tell you my story, what I’m going through and how I’m managing my ptsd and depression. ❤️ Much Love, Sarah
This is exactly what i was looking for . love you videos
What if you just want to stay angry all the time
What's up with the cussing? That's positive and uplifting?
:45 via Friedrich Nietzsche
Nearly lost my job today because of a anger outbreak great video btw
Right I’m now calling my depression down diva 💁♀️ she a Bitch we don’t like her lmao
I agree with you
You’re easy to watch and listen to!
How do you find a good doctor though? I put off seeing doctors for years and once I finally got up the motivation to go I just kept finding awful providers. They dont help, they dont listen, they just write some crap prescription and boot you out the door with a receipt.
I feel depressed and angry but that video did work.
this is random but I got angry at my teacher and as the quiet kid she didn't know but I didn't know why I was
I feel like the reason I’m so angry and ride and irritable etc. is cause I have so much inner hatred that I take it out on other people
But I cannot think of positive things
I just argued with my significant other because I feel like shit and sometimes some things he does confirm things I think of myself and I explode. It's a loop of "why am I even here if you don't even like me" and symilar things.
I feel so bad at snapping at my parents and friends. I can’t help it and it just makes me feel guilty.
Positive Side :
Your skin isn't paper , don't cut itYour face is a mask , you cover itYour side isn't a book , don't judge itYour life isn't a flim don't end it You are beautiful
Negative Side :
Your skin is paper you cut itYour face is a mask , you cover itYour size is a book , you judge itYour life is a flim , end it You're ugly
Me: Why you mad? Why you sad? When you can be glade.
Nobody likes me not my kids wife and friends don't come around anymore I think to leave this world would make them happy
What if I don’t want to argue back at the voices?
The thing about being angry as an expression of depression is you need help, your loved ones want to help, and all you can do is get angry. At everything, everyone. Then you feel horrible. Which makes you more depressed and think you’re a terrible person. And it cycles. Over and over and over.
You made me so laugh about the shower…I don't have a shower. I'm practically homeless with mortgage and a loan, abusive ex boyfriend constantly threating me, getting me pay him more and more and more money I don't have, can't rent anything, police doesn't work – such a lovely situation to try to be happy about. There are 2 last things that keep me alive unfortunatelly – job and my car. When one of these things break…it's over, 'cause without a car I am unable to get to the job, without the job I can't pay the loans for something I can't live in. No family, no friends…this whole thing is just pointless. So yeah…I'm sad, angry, lonely af and no, it will not get better. Not fast enough for me. So it's just a matter of time. 🙂
Katie! Do you know me? lol. I sit here wanting to scream into a pillow💖
thanks for advice just thirty years to late
Do this count for breaking stuff of your own
I’m on thin ice with this life.
I’m such a disgusting pig that there’s no way I could make thoughts change. I must just be an idiot.
Im even angry when im fucking masterbating! Like i swear
My mom tells me that having depression isn’t an excuse to feel these things.
I do thank you, your video has got me today!
What about the gut? Everything says the brain is the cause of depression but what about the gut? I thought your gut holds 70% of your serotonin?
No one wants to be around a depressed person. No one likes the Debbie downer. Depressed people don’t even like to be around themselves which puts the vibes out there. Other people feel those vibes and want nothing to do it. I don’t blame them.
I subscribed. I'm impressed thank you for making this video
My Dad gives me both, if he leaves I have no problem.
I've never blamed myself for how I feel. I'm furious at others who I do blame though.
without even thinking about it i just say i hate people or i scream argue and curse at them.. it makes me feel really guilty idk why i do it
I myself suffer from depression which I've been diagnosed with since June 2005 and i have anger issues since childhood. It doets take much to get me upset since i have a very short fuse and i often feel angry. I often dwell on the negative and i don't get enough attention from people especially when i want and need to talk to someone about my problems.. I've been there' done that when it comes to seeking professional help but i entirely give up my treatment since October 2011 which i have.my reasons. I almost killed myself from overdose in June 2015.
I am 12 years old, I suffer from anger and depression and I have been sad and negative for the past 2 months
When you grow up being the blame for everything you just grow up only to blame yourself for everything.
This was an awesome video, just watching this and hearing a friendly voice was very refreshing
Positive people are a dying bread 😔
Think I’m finally gonna start moving towards getting help and coming out to my parents about how I really feel and why I want to change and confess to people why I fell off so hard and have pushed them and seemed like I didn’t care for them bc at this point I’ve almost isolated myself. Idk when I’ll get the guts but at least I’m getting this idea in my head
I have a lot of anger inside of me and feeling lost and empty. But no one in my life understands me or my depression.. they think I’m sad all the and the reason is cause I’m always negative.. and when I have anxiety attacks they say maybe you develop asthma!! I feel so lonely..
Except for the fact that antidepressants contribute to dementia when your older so NO I won’t take them!
@3:42 so its not the conditions huh… being alone.. sh** on in life… having no recourse.. these things are "brain chemistry" ? .. oversimplified ……
I don't know why, everytime I feel sad that sadness turns into anger.
No one wants to talk because what I have to say will be painful for them! so I have to keep it inside until I explode one day…most likely on myself.
But every thing negative about me is true i don’t matter to anyone
Me: 😒 I'm negitive allot way to much 😔
I’ve beaten my sister very badly cause I was too angry now I feel very bad…I don’t know what’s wrong I wasn’t in my mind I’m just a terrible person…I want to apologise… I’m just feeling so so bad…I’ve never been a good sister and a good daughter and a good person…
Iv been depressed for a long time t-t
so i have to lie to myself to be happy and then regret it later?
i am so angry and i nearly killed one of my friends because he was slagging me about being deppresed
Hi I'm just a loaf of bread wiggling by
My mom dead, departed from my dog, break ups…. with life… rt now in 25 n finally dad blamming me for being wat i m today!!! He wants me to earn but m in Medical school need some time for preparation… crying everyday！ struggling myslf, tearing pages what i am studying when i get frustated!!!! Is this depression?? I cry so loudly , silently … sometimes dont want to focus???? What is it i dont understand m tired but
I’ve got anger in depression at the moment, but it’s an anger which is because of things that happen to me and how I’m thwarted in my life despite how long and hard I’ve battled to get somewhere. It’s external sources causing my anger and depression.
i’m always on the verge of going Hulk bruh. literally i wake up angry, go to sleep angry, eat angry — but then a wave of sadness will hit me for like a day and then i’m angry again. then i’ll get really energetic and scream and run around everywhere, even at school but there’s always anger underneath it when someone talks to me. just anger. anger. anger. sadness. energy and more anger.
Me: damn this chick is hot5 minutes later: damn this chick is hot
I hope you realize that a lot of us just can’t afford help.
My anger and actions with depression made me ruin a lot of my social circle. It sucks and I've never felt more alone.
I get extremely angry all the time whenever I even think about my life. I punch walls until my knuckles bleed just to try and get over my anger
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